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Athame and the Sapling

Challenge:  2,500 words in 7 days
Genre:  Suspense
Character:  An outcast
Subject:  An expensive gift


Snow cascaded down in wet, melty clumps when the young witch banged her fist against the ancient, wooden door.  Her breath left little clouds, hanging in front of her.

“Are you sure this is the right place?” she asked her spectral companion, floating beside her.  Two ghostly cats circled her feet and romped in the berms, leaving no prints behind.

“Absolutely.  The door is purple.”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“A purple door means a Witch lives here.”

The young witch frowned a little at her companion, but turned back to the unanswered door.

The snow muted the forest.  A few ravens cackled somewhere off in the distance, but the world around them was so absent of sound, she could hear her own heartbeat.

“It’s so quiet,” she observed.

“Athame never much cared for the hustle and bustle of a town.”

“…or pitchforks and torches?”

“That was a long time ago.  It’s best not to bring it up.  You might as well tattoo ‘OUTCAST’ on her forehead.”

“Knock again, Petra.”

she stepped forward, the sound of a long-forgotten latch cracked the silence.  Petra jumped and her heart felt as if it slammed into her throat.

The door wrenched open, but only a few inches.  The room behind the door was dark, but an even darker figure could be made out.  Petra was overwhelmed by the smell of fireplace, sage, and tobacco.

“What do you want?”  The voice sounded like rusty machinery, grinding to life for the first time in centuries.

“Athame, come into the light.”  The specter demanded, gently.

The door didn’t open, but the figure stepped closer.  She only exposed one side of her face.  Her eye was the color of amber whiskey.  Black dreadlocks, wisped with grey, fell to her hips.  Everything else about her seemed desaturated and sun bleached.

“Freyja?  Is that you?” the rusty voice asked.

“May we come in?” Petra asked.

The amber eye narrowed and darted to Petra’s direction.  The young witch could feel herself being examined.

“A little sapling, is it?”  Athame spat.

Freya’s spectral form floated closer to the young witch.

“This is–”

“–Petra.  I heard you.  A Child of the Earth, are you?”

Petra’s temper flared.  Athame was correct.  She was a Child of the Earth, but she had a volcano heart.  When enraged, she felt as if she could spew lava.

“Control that energy, sapling.  You give yourself away.  I can see the steam rising off you.”

“Athame.  We need your help.  May we come in?”  Freyja asked.  She floated closer to the door, breaking the steely gaze of the elder witch.

She “hurumphed” softly and moved away from the door.

Petra shoved the door inward and was showered again by slush.  She closed her eyes to shake the remnants out of her hair and when she opened them, a small glass of dark fluid was being held in front of her.

“Drink this to warm you.”  Athame commanded.

“What is it?” Petra asked.

“Just drink it.”

It tasted hot and metallic, but Petra’s skin warmed like she had been bathing in the sun for hours.

“Athame,” Frejya began, “the Count has taken the throne.”

The silence that filled the room made the forest sound like a cacophony.

“When?” Athame’s voice rasped.

“One week ago.  He will unmake the Kingdom.”

“He’s already begun.” Petra added.

“He’s destroyed the burial grounds of the Old World in the North.” Freyja stated.

“Your homeland?” Athame’s gaze found Petra’s face again.

“Yes,” Petra was able to whisper.

“Why are you here?” Athame asked of Freyja’s floating figure.

“We need you.”

“I don’t cast anymore.  You know that.”  Athame turned away and busied herself over her cauldron.

“You’re the highest Witch in the land!”  Petra exclaimed.

“Was.”  Athame’s voice echoed back to them from the empty cauldron.

“Are.”  Freyja corrected her.  “We defeated the Baron, we can defeat the Count.”

“You seem to be forgetting the chapter where they tried to burn me alive.”

Petra’s eyes went wide.

“Oh.  She leave that part out, did she?”  Athame glared at Freyja.

Athame steadied herself on her stone fireplace, pulled her boots off her feet, and lifted her heavy skirts to her knees.  Petra’s eyes were locked on the old Witch’s face until Athame wordlessly willed her voice into Petra’s head.


Petra felt invisible hands on her face, pointing her eyes down at Athame’s feet.

The skin on her feet and legs was thick, pale, veined, and webbed.  Her toes had no nails, and looked like candles that had melted in the sun.  Her calves were lumpy and the scars still looked raised and bruised, though it was clearly an ancient injury.

“If he catches you, he’ll kill you.”  Athame’s voice was still in Petra’s head.

Petra shook herself free of whatever spell Athame was casting on her.

“I would rather die fighting than live in a world where the Count is on the throne.”

“Well…” Athame looked at Freyja, “…at least she has the right attitude.”

Freyja nodded sagely.

“Why now?”

“We have a window of time until he reaches full power.  His hordes are amassing around him.  He draws on the power of his minions.  If we can catch him before he has fully manifested, we can dethrone him.”

“When will he fully manifest?”

“…at the stroke of midnight, on the night of the New Moon.”  Petra stated as bravely as she could muster.

“That’s tomorrow night!”  Athame exclaimed.

The two visitors stood solemnly before the old Witch.  Freyja’s battle cats gracefully leapt to her shoulders and perched stoically

“Not a moment to lose, then, is there?”

It took a full day to travel to the Count.  His palace was a half a world away from Athame’s den.

The two Witches ducked behind a marble statue in the courtyard.  Freyja floated nearby, but she was almost completely transparent.  Petra could barely make out her edges.

“She’s brightest in the moonlight.  Remember that if she ever plans an ambush on a full moon… if we get out of here in one piece.”

Freyja hushed Athame.

The Count approached, surrounded by guards.  He puffed his chest out bravely, and he held a proud expression on his face, but Petra could tell by the tracks he left in the snow that his steps were weak.  A spike of excitement and hope pierced her heart.  Athame placed a weathered old hand on Petra’s knee.

“I can hear your thoughts.  Don’t get ahead of yourself.”

Petra steadied her mind, but her hands still trembled a little.

The guards passed.  The Count entered the grand hall.

“I’ll go first,” Petra announced.

She was steadied again.

“You don’t know where you’re going.”

“Do you?”  Petra challenged.

Athame did not answer, but glanced over Petra’s shoulder, off into the distance.

Petra turned.  In the darkness, up a lonely hill, stood an old, wooden stockade.  Even in the moonless night, she could see the scorched earth where a stake had been planted.

“I’ve been here before,”  Athame said, “what time is it?”

A clock rang out in the distance and tolled eleven times.

“Oh.”  Athame sighed.

“It’s time.”  Freyja’s disembodied voice hummed.

“Yes, thank you.”  Athame sneered.

“Let me come with you.”  Petra begged.

There was no time to argue.

“Fine.  But stay close.”  Athame ordered as she pulled two small vials out of a leather pouch on her hip.

“Drink this.”  She held her own vial to her lips.

Petra involuntarily dry heaved, mildly, at the thought of the taste of the warming potion, but tossed it back anyway.

Her vision felt fine, but she watched as Athame faded from her vision.  Startled, she reached out in front of her to feel the empty air, but her fingers collided with something solid.

“That was my nose.”  Athame’s voice said.

Petra looked down at her own body, but could only see the cobblestone ground below her.

“The only thing that can undo this spell is for the Count, himself, to say ‘I see you.’  Only the person from whom you are hiding can break the spell.  But remember, you are not completely invisible.  This gives us the same transparency as Freyja.  You are still a solid being.  You still have breath, a heartbeat, and footsteps.”

Petra nodded.

“Speak, sapling.”

“Yes! Sorry.”

They moved quietly.  A servant’s door was open on the side of the palace.  The three of them stepped through as quietly as mice.

Petra held her hands to her sides, so her beads and belts were muted.

As they moved through the hallways, the clock tower chimed again.  It was a quarter passed the hour.

Freyja’s cats romped ahead of them, silently and delicately.  They were no strangers to battle and led the charge, sniffing like bloodhounds.

Two guards suddenly came around the corner.  The three specters darted out of the way.

The women waited until the hallway was clear.  Petra was sure her heartbeat would shake the doorframe on which she had steadied herself.

“How much further in?” She whispered.  She didn’t feel Freyja’s cats dart through the door to the room behind her.

“Not much,” Athame breathed.

“Ladies.”  Freyja hummed.

The two Witches turned and peered in the door behind Petra.

A grand hall unfolded before them.  On one side of the room, a monumental, golden podium stood proudly.  The other side of the room had floor to ceiling windows that showcased the kingdom.  One window was open, and the Count stood, silently, facing outward.

They had formed a plan on their trek.  Petra stepped behind Athame, and Freyja floated behind Petra.  They would sneak forward and ambush him with three spells at once.




Inch by inch, Petra’s heart raced harder.  It pounded in her ears.  She couldn’t hear anything else.

They moved within inches of him.  Petra felt Athame’s count.

One.  Two.  Three.

They raised their hands in unison and a white hot flash exploded before their eyes.

All three figures were lifted off their feet, flew back, and landed hard on the polished marble floor.

The wind was knocked from Petra’s lungs and she coughed uncontrollably.  Athame released an involuntary cry when she landed.  Freyja’s cats howled.

The light engulfed the room.

“I SEE YOU.”  The Count’s voice boomed.

The light receded and Petra could see Athame on the opposite side of the room.  She held her hand to her face, but there was a bright red blood splatter below her.  She landed square on her nose and it had broken on impact.

Somewhere in the distance, a clock tolled half-passed the hour.

The Count descended on Athame first.

“DID YOU THINK YOU COULD TRICK ME, WITCH?”  He buried his hand in her dreadlocks and dragged the old woman to the center of the room.

He reached into his pocket and withdrew a handful of gold dust.  He blew the contents of his fist onto the floor and tribal markings appeared.

They were ceremonial markings from Petra’s tribe.

“Those.  Aren’t.  Yours.”  Petra coughed.

The Count turned and another hand of gold dust flew into Petra’s eyes.


A wave of cold washed over Petra, like she was standing beneath a waterfall in the dead of winter.  She tried to move, but her feet would not break free from the floor.  Her muscles began to freeze around her bones.  She couldn’t feel her fingers.

The Count threw Athame into the center of the circle.


Athame glared.

Freyja and her cats were still transparent.  She floated silently to Petra.

“You must break free.”

A tear froze down Petra’s face as she strained against her bonds.


“Power is not about spells.”  Athame’s voice was barely a whisper.


Freyja whispered incantations over Petra.  With every word, the ice would begin to melt, but freeze over again in the same instant.  Petra was an Earth Witch.  Water and ice can drown the earth.  She began to growl as she pushed against her freezing prison.


“You killed my people!”  Petra heaved through a frozen jaw.


The Count dropped Athame from his grasp.  He started toward Petra.  Freyja’s cats dashed to Athame and began rummaging through her belts.  Freyja flew to Athame’s side.


“I am.”  Petra seethed.


Freyja and her cats darted away.

“Kill me first.”

The Count was startled at Athame’s demand.


Athame wilted.  Her eyes caught Petra’s.

“Deal.”  The old Witch breathed.

Petra’s stomach lurched with disbelief.

The tribal markings on the floor began to glow.


Freyja and her cats returned to Petra’s side, as the Count’s focused turned toward the heavens.

“Drink every last drop of this,” Freyja instructed.

Petra opened her frozen mouth as far as she could.  The cats scaled the ice and emptied tiny vials from Athame’s belt, pushing them in with their paws and noses.  Freyja removed a necklace from her throat and placed it around Petra’s frozen neck.

“This is my fire stone.  Fuel your rage, Petra.”  Freyja exploded in to incantations.

Petra’s blood began to boil.  Steam began to rise off her form.  The heat grew hotter than any rage she’d ever known.

“Wait!  No!  I’ll kill all of you!”  Petra panicked.

From across the room, Athame caught the young Witch’s eye again and nodded, peacefully.

The Count ran back to Athame and lifted her by her throat, strangling her with both hands.


He didn’t even see the blade she pulled from her boot before she buried it deep in his chest.

His eyes went wide in shock.

“I would rather die fighting than live in a world where the Count is on the throne.”

Athame’s words were the last thing Petra heard before she erupted like a volcano.  The world exploded around her and the room ignited.

A crowd amassed outside the burning palace and somewhere off in the distance, a clock tolled midnight.

Coffee and Contemplation

As a Witch, an Empath, and a generally sensitive soul, I tend to feel life on a moderate-to-intense level on a consistent basis.  I can tell if you don’t feel good.  I can tell where you’re hurting.  Usually because it hurts me, too.  I can’t read your mind and I can’t always fix it or stop it, but I can empathize with you and at least reassure you that you’re not crazy.

Mercury completed its retrograde cycle and returned to its direct positioning on the 9th.  If you stop and listen, you can feel everybody take a collective sigh of “…fuuuucking finally.”  Retrograde is not the catastrophic phenomenon so many people make it out to be.  It has a bad reputation, but that’s not super surprising, considering it jacks up your ability to speak, think, deduce, organize, and plan.  All while messing with your cell service.  Even Google can’t save you during retrograde.  RUDE.

Now that Mercury is realigned and pulling down all the barriers it built up, my quiet Sunday morning seems just that much more peaceful… and with peace and quiet comes the ability to let my imagination and brain-conjuring return to its regularly scheduled programming.  This usually manifests itself as deep reflection.

This year has been rough.  In five months, my family has seen four significant members die – two from cancer, one from cardiac myopathy, and one from actually having the opportunity to grow old.  Any one of these losses is enough to pull a person deep into their own mind and heart to contemplate the delicacies of life and death.  Multiply that loss and heart break by four, each from a different direction of tragedy, and it’s enough to make anybody want to dig themselves a hole, climb in with a blanket and a bowl of soup, and adamantly proclaim “NOPE.”

Yesterday, my Sister Girl and I visited the Museum of Death in Hollywood.  It’s a fascinating place, to put it mildly.  It is not for the squeamish, the faint-of-heart, or Empaths, unless you are really good at compartmentalizing.  No photos are allowed, but honestly, as a believer in ghosts and spirits and hauntings, I don’t think I’d want to capture what might be lurking around that building.


There is so much energy that absolutely bleeds out of those walls and displays.  It’s an incredible history and socio-economic lesson, largely due to the fact that death does not discriminate.  It doesn’t matter where you were born, who your parents are, how much money you have, how many vegetables you eat, or how many times a day you poop… we will all die.  The veil will lift and each and every one of us will pass through it.  What intrigues me most is how incredibly THIN that veil is.

Considering my Sister Girl and I have seen so much death this year, up close and personally, our decision to visit the museum can be categorized as solidly “Questionable.”  I think we needed it, though.  Neither of us forgot that everybody dies; neither of us had any false presumptions that our family is the only one to experience so much tragedy in such a short amount of time.  Somehow, though, I think we both came out of it a little more emotionally stable than when we entered.  And awkwardly hungry.  Because why the hell not?

I said it in a previous blog, and I’ll say it again here:  I’m not afraid of death.  I’m a Witch.  I believe in reincarnation and that energy never ends, it only transforms.  Death is a part of life.  Don’t misunderstand me, though.  I’m terrified of everything leading up to death.  My fight-or-flight gland is in full, working order.

Usually, blogs posts like this are supposed to end with some deep, thoughtful advice for its readers, but I’m not that presumptuous.  Everybody copes with death and the lessons it teaches in their own way.  When a very close friend of mine died in a motorcycle accident just days between our 25th birthdays in 2009, it motivated me to shake off my rut and reignite my life.  I left a stagnant relationship, and started taking care of my damn self, living on my own, surviving off the ramen diet, and putting myself through school.  That’s what I needed to do.  That was the lesson my friend taught me.

The four deaths this year are different.  For me, they are manifesting themselves in quiet introspection.  No tantrums, no curses to the heavens, no fits of hysteria.  Just sadness.  Quiet, personal, sadness.  Surprisingly, though, I haven’t cried as much as I anticipated.

The closest thing to advice that I will leave with you, is:  Do what feels right for you.  If you need to break shit, break it.  If you need to put photos up of your loved one, put them up.  If you need to pack everything away or move out of your home entirely, box that shit up.  Don’t let anybody tell you how you should or should not mourn.  Fuck those guys.  They might mean well, but literally nobody but you knows what will give your heart peace.  I got a tattoo.  I put up alters.  I’ve burned a loooot of sage.  I went to the Museum of Death and submerged myself in its entire concept.  Who gives a flying fuck if anybody thinks it’s the best decision.  As long as you’re not hurting anybody else in the process, do what quiets your soul.

Take your time as Mercury settles into its direct alignment, and let your communication receptors relax back into their normal function.  I will be spending my day drinking coffee, contemplating everything I’ve discussed here, and translating it into readable content for my novel.  I’m probably going to cheat a little and use this novel as my NaNoWriMo project, even though you’re supposed to start from scratch on day one, but I’m too excited.  I can’t drop this project and work on something else for a whole month.  I have too many ideas and everything is flowing.  I’ll at least play fair and not add what I’ve already written into my NaNoWriMo word count.  I’ll hit 50,000 the honest way… but more on that in another post.



Water Your Brain Seeds

The streets are dark, wet, and oil-slick black. It’s been raining. The storm clouds overhead reflect a burnt orange color against the city street lamps. Inky velvet skies speckled with fairy light stars try to peek through the muck.

Words have so much power.  Writing puts substance into thoughts.  It manifests your visions.  Writing things down, whether it’s a thought, a poem, a story, a quote, the beginning of a novel, a grocery list, it doesn’t matter.  Ink to paper makes things come to life.

I wrote those lines above on Thursday.  It’s Sunday evening now, and yesterday morning, it started pouring.  Thick, soupy clouds descended, and all my fellow pluviophiles started dancing in their seats and lifting their noses to the sky to smell the air, like a pack of wild beasts.  Californians get weird if you take anything away from them for an extended period of time, y’all.

(If you didn’t already know, California is in a ridiculous drought.  We are pumping water out of the ground that is 20,000 years old.  The old joke that California would one day dry out, shrivel up, and break off the continent is looking less… joke-y…)

We were greeted with thunder and lightning and a beautifully quenching downpour, and all it made me want to do was keep writing.  The rain watered the idea seeds in my soul and I feel extra charged to pull them out.

I’ve been putting as many words as I can scribble down on paper as they conjure up in my head.  I keep a yellow notepad on my desk, out of site, so it doesn’t distract me during my daily responsibilities… but not so far that I can’t snag it back up if the characters in my story start body slamming themselves against my cranium.

I have so many ideas at once and I’m writing so fast so I don’t forget anything, that right now, my Word .doc is very confusing and disorganized, but I love it.  I’ve always been a start-to-finish writer.  I can write a train of thought and fully flesh it out from beginning to end (with accredited references, if you’d like), but this story is different.  So many characters and places are popping up and wanting their story to be told.

I’ll get to you all very soon, my creepies.  But for now, let’s take a moment to let my finger bones rest, and to listen to the rain.  Tell me your stories as we splash in the puddles.



Come with Me Now

Kongos – Come with Me Now

Inspiration can hit you at any moment.  You have to keep your eyes and senses open to it, because you never know how inspiration will present itself.

I drive.  A LOT.  Sometimes I listen to my iTunes, sometimes I’ll dust off a long-forgotten mixed CD, and sometimes I listen to the radio.

I laugh a little when people proudly proclaim “Ugh, I never listen to the radio!”  While I understand they’re trying to convey that they don’t want to be spoon-fed what the music industry decides we should be listening to, to me, it also tells me that they aren’t open to new ideas.

If I didn’t listen to the radio, I would not have heard the song linked above.

The first time I heard it, I remember my ear being tugged by the accordion.  Maybe it’s my insatiable love for all things Carnival and Cajun, but the accordion made my heart happy.  Every time it came on the radio, something about it instantly made me want to turn up the volume.

I started gradually learning the words, and finally SHAZAM-ed the song to read the lyrics.  The words to the song struck me as even more interesting than the music composition, and it kicked my brain into high gear.

Characters manifested in front of my eyes.  Like a music video, they danced to the music and made the song come alive as a story.


It’s still in its very rough stage.  My next step is to start my story board and help these characters flesh themselves out.  I really like the feeling this song gives me and I know bringing these characters to life will make me feel even better.  They are already scratching at my skull and they have something to say.

I write only because there is a voice within me that will not be still.” –Sylvia Plath



Round 3 submission for the NYC Midnight Short Story Challenge, 2015.

Challenge:  1,500 words in 24 hours
Genre:  Open
Subject:  A dying wish
Character:  Janitor


The basement was dark and damp. Winter’s chill had settled in and it crept through the walls and into the floor and up into the bones of the house. Silence hung overwhelmingly – the silence that immediately follows chaos. Two figures stood in the vacuum of sound.

“This never gets easier.” The figure in the North corner spoke first. He was tall and angular, yet graceful. He resembled a marble statue, but his features were unidentifiable. His skin tone shifted with the light. His eyes appeared to have embers burning behind them that glowed like a fireplace being bellowed softly. He was Azrael, the Angel of Death.

“I know, but it is not ours to understand.” The figure in the South corner rasped. He attempted to expel centuries of smoke out of his lungs with one sharp cough, but his demeanor did not waiver. He seemed neither more comfortable nor displeased. He was covered in soot and one shoulder slumped lower than the other. He tucked the thumb of each large, calloused hand in his pockets while he waited. He was Charon, the Ferryman of Souls.

“Shall we, then?” Azrael asked.

Charon nodded solemnly. “What happened here?” he croaked.

The pool of blood soaking into the floor of the basement was still warm. Steam rose from it and evaporated into the prickling cold air. Azrael and Charon met eyes across the room. The embers behind the Angel’s eyes began to glow brighter until the white hot light engulfed Charon’s vision.

“Why are you doing this?!”

The voice of a young girl rang into Charon’s ears. He could hear her whimpering, struggling. Her tension became his own. He felt choked by anxiety. His arms felt bound.

“I told you, beautiful. I love you! I did this so we could be together!”

A man’s voice echoed over her sobs. He sounded unfittingly calm and happy. The girl’s fear was still gripping Charon’s spine. Somehow the light-hearted tone of the man’s voice only made the Ferryman more agitated. Charon snapped his eyes shut. Behind his eyelids, the image of the basement played out.

A man stood towering over a girl who was tied to a chair in the middle of the room. Her arms were behind her back. She tried to hold back her tears, but her face was streaked with dirt and blood. She had been in this prison for at least a week.

“I have a present for you!” The man turned. He was wearing faded, filthy, dark blue coveralls. The embroidered name tag on his chest said “Wayne.”

“I was gonna leave this on your car at the college Monday morning, but when I ran into you at the coffee shop that day, I knew I could save it for now.”

He opened an envelope and produced a store-bought greeting card. The glitter that had rubbed off inside the paper case floated down and dusted Wayne’s old work boots.

“My most beloved Sarah, From the moment I saw you, I knew you were the one. I know you feel it, too. I see the way you smile at me when you pass me in the hallway. I knew you really loved me, too, when you kept the roses I left under your windshield wipers. You told your friends you thought they were from Brad, but I know you were just pretending. I’ve understood that our love had to be kept a secret, because I could lose my job, but I don’t want to hide anymore. I’m a good Janitor, and I will find a job at another school. You are worth it. You are worth everything. I want you and only you, forever and ever. You are my dream come true, and nothing will keep us apart anymore. Nothing will ever come between us. Nothing. All my love, Wayne.”

Sarah sobbed uncontrollably as he slipped the card back into the envelope. Wayne’s face shifted from that of a love sick puppy to ice cold rage in less than a second. He was on her in a blink.

“STOP CRYING. WHY ARE YOU SAD? DON’T YOU GET IT?” His hands were closing around her throat, and her hair fell over his wrists. She began to cough violently, and she struggled to free her arms and legs from their restraints. When her eyes started to roll back into her head, Wayne released her.

“No, no, no. Nononono. Shhhh. Sh! Hey! Sarah? Sarah. Shhhh. Hey. It’s ok. I’m here.”

She slumped against him, her breaths labored and wheezing. He lifted her chin with his forefinger and began to pepper her face with gentle kisses. She shook her head back and forth to get her face away from him, but he reached up, and gripped her jaw in his hand. Sarah opened her eyes and focused intently on Wayne’s face. His hand softened slightly, and he leaned in to kiss her chapped and cracking lips.

Before he could, Sarah rammed her forehead directly into Wayne’s nose. There was one loud POP! sound. Wayne cupped his bleeding, broken face. His eyes were already swelling.

Sarah struggled with all her might to free her hands. She had been tied in one position for so long, that her arms and legs felt numb, but the ropes around her wrists had stretched out. She pulled one hand free and that loosened the knot enough for her to slip her other hand out.

Wayne’s blood trickled down her face, where it had splattered on impact. Her head throbbed. She worked at the ropes that tied her ankles to the legs of the chair. When the knots fell loose, she stood to run, but her legs were weak and she stumbled.

She heard him moving toward her, an angry growl surging from his chest. Wayne heaved his body forward at her as she tried to climb the concrete basement stairs. He caught her around the knees and they both fell to the ground.

Sarah’s head came down hard on the corner of the last step and her body went limp. Through his own pain and blood, Wayne panicked and began to move up her body to check her pulse. Her face was covered by her hair.

Wayne didn’t even see the camping shovel in her hand until the blade was buried where his neck meets the shoulder. Sarah’s grip held firm until well after Wayne had bled out. Under the weight of his lifeless body, Sarah succumbed to her aching temple, and slipped into unconsciousness.

Charon’s eyes fluttered back open. Azrael’s embers were dimmer, now. Charon put his fist to his chin, and pushed his face to either side until his tired bones had cracked audibly.

“Let us begin.” Azrael’s voice was gentle but firm.

They moved to the stairs where Sarah and Wayne still laid. Charon chanted his ancient incantations and Wayne’s soul lifted from his body. Charon dragged the soul by the back of the neck like a scolded animal to a wooden crate that looked as if it had been passed through fire a thousand times. He pulled rusty nails from his pocket and a hammer from a loop in his belt. With arching, heavy swings, Charon hammered the lid shut. He nodded when he was done.

Azrael turned his face to Sarah. He knelt by her side and waved a hand over her face to begin his own incantation. Charon and Azrael jumped when Sarah’s hand flew up and gripped Azrael’s wrist with the strength of a dozen men.


“Tell me, child. You are safe. He cannot hurt you anymore.”

Sarah wheezed. Her left eye was bloody and blinded. Wayne had cracked her ribs when he landed on her.


Azrael did not interrupt.

“Tell… my… mom…”

They waited.

And waited.

“What is your wish, child?”

Sarah’s right eye tried to find Azrael’s face in the darkness that was consuming her.

“Tell my mom… that… I fought him…”

Azrael placed his left hand over her heart and his right hand over her forehead.

“I fought him.”

Her voice trailed off. Her eyelids sank and closed. The air in her lungs rattled out of her broken body. Azrael and Charon both bent their heads. Whispered incantations in the dark could barely be heard over winter’s low moan.

Azrael lifted his head and stood. Sarah’s soul rose with him. She stood, glowing and peaceful.

Charon strapped the crate to his enormous back. Azrael offered an arm to Sarah’s soul.

The Angel and the Ferryman gripped forearms.

“Until next time, old friend.” Azrael said.

“Don’t forget her request.” Charon reminded.


As the two carriers transcended, one above, one below, the faint sound of police sirens pierced the night air.

Perfect Strangers

Round 2 submission for the NYC Midnight Short Story Challenge, 2015.

Challenge:  2,000 words in 3 days
Genre:  Romantic Comedy
Subject:  Quitting a job
Character:  Recently divorced woman


I don’t even need to look where I’m goin’ anymore. I’ve walked this path so many times. No matter where my feet start walkin’ when I lock my front door, I always end up standin’ here, under the gas lamps. I’ve been drinkin’ at this bar for twenty years, at least. It scares me that a kid who was born the year I found this place might be sittin’ next to me, ordering rounds, shot-for-shot.

Bob the Bouncer hardly looks up when I walk by. He nods me in without takin’ his eyes off the bubbly blonde who’s tryin’ to talk her way in. There’s always a line, but I get in anyway. I got seniority.


As soon as I walk in, Nan, the bartender calls to me. I wave at her slightly. I’m an old man now. I’ve drowned my fair share of sorrows on these stools. They know me here. They know my face. They know my story. They know what I drink. They don’t even have to ask.

I slide onto my favorite bar stool and Nan slides a pint of stout my direction. She leans over the bar and kisses my cheek. She’s young enough to be my granddaughter, but my belly still warms when her pretty pout pecks my scruffy, old dog face.

“She was asking about you last night.”

I lifted my eyes away from the velvety waves of dark foam that are settling in my pint glass and let them fall on Nan’s olive face. The only makeup she ever wears is thick black eyeliner. She doesn’t cake on all that face paint like the other girls her age do. Nan dresses like a boy, too. White t-shirt, cut-off denim shorts, and low-top Chuck Taylors. No muss, no fuss – and she’s got the best pour in town.

“She was here?” I croaked out. I’ve been a smoker since I was twelve years old. I’m over sixty now. I’ve got more tar in my lungs than an oil rig.

“Yessirree. She was all dolled up, too. Had a rose in her hair and everything.” Nan winked at me. I’ve always liked how she talks to me. She doesn’t patronize me like most young bartenders do. I’ll punch anyone who calls me “grandpa.”

“Yeah, well…” I started. I picked up my heavy glass and took a long sip. Perfect pint with just the right amount of creamy foam to top it. I let the dark chocolate malt settle my stomach and nerves.

Another patron shouted, drunkenly, at Nan. She glanced up at me to make sure I was alright before I waved her away. I don’t brag about myself often, but I know I have always been Nan’s favorite, since she first got hired.

The night wore on. I didn’t have any plans. Life had been takin’ a lot of unexpected turns lately. I was glad to sit on my favorite stool, in my favorite bar, listenin’ to my favorite bartender chatter away at her customers. She reminded me that there were still good young people out in the world.

I started thinkin’ about headin’ back home when the door swung open around midnight. The Lady with the Rose in Her Hair stepped inside and scanned the room with long-lashed blue eyes that I could see from my place across the bar. I saw her see me, then I saw her pretend she didn’t see me. She took a place on the opposite end of the bar, where the register and shelf blocked her from my view.

Nan saw her, too. Her black eyes sparkled behind her eyeliner and she smiled real big at me. She nodded toward the Lady with the Rose in Her Hair, and I shook my head ‘no.’ I’m an old man. I didn’t come here lookin’ for love. Nan seemed to read my mind and she made a funny face that I think she meant to be stern and serious. She tossed her head more firmly to say “GO OVER THERE.”

I sighed, but slid myself off my barstool anyway. Nan grinned.

I moved around the bar, and saw the Lady with the Rose in Her Hair perched gracefully on her barstool. Her dress draped around her pretty legs and her toes peeked out of a pair of strappy heels. I became very aware of how casually I showed up tonight. Old slacks that were in a bad need of a good steam and press, dingy v-neck that used to be white, and my felt hat that my old man gave me when I graduated high school.

I swallowed hard and stepped up behind the Lady with the Rose in Her Hair just in time to hear her tell Nan “a Manhattan, please.” Nan smiled at her, then at me, then fluttered away to mix the drink. I cleared my throat.

“Uhh, ma’am? Is this seat taken?”

The Lady with the Rose in Her Hair smiled coyly and said “It’s a free country.”

My old heart was racin’ faster than it had in what felt like years. I opened my mouth to say somethin’ but my crusty old brain would go blank as soon as I took a breath. I wanted a cigarette. I wanted to be outside. I was never good at talkin’ to ladies.

“You look familiar. Have I seen you here before?” It was the only thing I could think of. I started kickin’ myself as soon as it hit the air. Damn, Thomas. No wonder your wife left.

She laughed in a voice that was as silvery as her hair.

“Well hot damn. Is the lighting that good in here?” I hadn’t really noticed the lights. “I’m sorry, you seem to have mistaken me for a woman young enough to fall for that old line.”

“Pretty ladies make me stammer.” I confessed.

Her cheeks flushed a little. “Let me guess. I remind you of someone?”

“Maybe someone from a long time ago. I just feel like I’ve seen you. You been here before?”

“Yeah. Once or twice. I used to come here before with… well… nevermind.”

“‘Nevermind’ sounds like a damn fool.”

“He was.”

Nan brought a glass over for both of us. I hadn’t even realized I’d finished my stout. My hands felt warm.

“You know, I don’t usually talk to strangers,” the Lady with the Rose in Her Hair said.

“Oh, I ain’t so bad. Maybe a little gruff, is all. A little rough around the edges.”

“That’s what all the guys in trashy romance novels say. I’ll bet you’ve run on hard times recently, too.”

“You bet.”

She sipped her drink and left a lipstick mark on the glass.

“Honey, I ain’t got time for a stranger with a sad story.”

“Tell me your name, then. We won’t be strangers anymore.”

“Did the lighting dim again? I’m not falling for it.”

“You don’t look the type to fall for anything.” I said as I checked her hand for a wedding ring. It was bare. There was a tan line on her left finger, though.

“Recently single?” I asked, probably being too bold.

“Maybe. What’s it to you?” Her words were meaner than her face. She turned her whole body to face me when she asked me, too.

“Last thing I wanna do is disrespect anybody.”

“You can’t disrespect ol’ Nevermind. What kind of hard times have you fallen on?”

“Well. I made some bad choices along the way and my lady walked out. I quit my old job, though. Did the math and had enough for retirement. Might pick up another job to keep me busy, but I might just buy an Airstream and drive across country.”

“You quit your job?” Everything about her seemed more alert.

“Yeah. Yeah, it took up too much of my attention. Made me cranky and mean.”

“Oh, you weren’t always a curmudgeon?” She winked.

“Nah. Nah, I used to be dapper and charmin’. Swept my lady right off her feet.”

“And you think you can come up here and do the same thing to me?”

“You got me all wrong. I ain’t here to trick you. You seem too bitter to be tricked, anyway. “

“Who says I’m bitter?”

“Why else would you be here? Alone. Drinking.”

She looked down into her drink, like a witty answer might be floating at the bottom of her empty glass.

Nan appeared in front of us again. “How we doin’? Can I getcha anything?”

“Whatever the lady wants. You can put it in my tab.”

“Oh, no, that’s ok. I don’t take drinks from strangers.”

Nan looked at me with her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. I nodded at her, hopin’ she would understand that I appreciated her help, but needed to do this alone. Nan took the hint.

“I’m not far if you need anything.” She said gently.

We sat staring into our half-finished glasses. She looked so beautiful and the rose in her hair was freshly cut. It reminded me of an old garden from ages ago.

“I’m real glad I ran into you tonight.” I couldn’t help it.

She didn’t look up at me. She finished her drink in one draw.

“If you think you’re being charming, you just sound lonely. You trying to find a replacement for that lady you lost?”

“No, ma’am. There’s no replacin’ her.”

Maybe the lights really were playing tricks. Her eyes looked like they might have welled up a little bit.

“What about ol’ Nevermind? Any room in your heart left for him?” I slid my stool closer to hers. Our shoulders, square to the bar, pressed against each other. I could feel her warmth through her sleeve. It might have been too bold, but she didn’t move away.

“Nope. If I put any more time into a man, it’ll be a gentleman who appreciates how good he’s got it while he has it.” She sat up taller in her seat.

“Any chance you’ll give this old Stranger a shot?”

“Why should I?”

I stepped off my stool and stood next to her. I pulled my hat off my head, and ran my hand through my hair. I covered my heart and bowed slightly at the waist.

“Madam, my name is Thomas. I’m an old fool with worlds of mistakes behind me. I lost the best thing that ever happened to me, but I’m older and I’m wiser. I may be a stranger to you, but I feel like I might be someone you could fall in love with.”

“Only suckers fall in love with perfect strangers.”

“I guess I’m just a sucker, then.”

She looked me square in the eye and lifted a perfectly penciled eyebrow at me.

“I just finished the hassle of divorce. What if I’m not ready to fall in love again?”

“Then I’ll wait. I ain’t goin’ nowhere.”

Her eyes definitely welled up that time. It wasn’t a trick of the light. She shrugged a little and smiled.

“Aww. I guess you don’t look like such a chump.”

She slid off her barstool and wrapped her arms around my neck. Her lips felt just how I remembered but better. Holding her against me felt like home. The whole bar seemed to fall away around us, but I was pretty sure I heard cheering.

When we pulled away from our kiss, the Lady with the Rose in Her Hair had tears streaking her pretty face.

“Hey, baby.” I said.


“Please come home? I’m just a useless old dog without you.”

She nodded and kissed me again. I definitely heard cheering. Somewhere behind us, Nan shouted something about a Stranger buying a round of drinks.

Black Jack

Round 1 submission for the NYC Midnight Short Story Challenge, 2015.

Challenge:  2,500 words in 7 days
Genre:  Historical Fiction
Subject:  Hiking through a forest
Character:  Army General


I entered the dimly lit booth with the shiny new telephone mounted on the wall. The contraption was new to me but I had heard a rumor that I was too curious to leave alone. I stepped inside and slid the bi-folding door shut behind me. The shadows of the patrons toward the front of the restaurant danced on the back wall and spied on me through the glass panes.

The ear piece hung heavily in its hook. I lifted it to my ear, waiting for an operator’s metallic voice to chime over the line. All I heard was silence and the echoes of restaurant noise. I tapped the metal hanger on the ringer box – still nothing. Just as I decided to hang up the receiver and be done with this idea, I noticed a small red button behind the hanger.

My curiosity was peaked again, and I felt a small rush of electricity shoot from my stomach to the base of my neck. I hadn’t felt this excited about anything since before the war. My mind had been too focused on fighting and winning and coming home that I had not allowed myself the freedom to wonder, dream, or give over to fanciful ideas. This felt like something out of moving picture. I imagined myself as the lead character, even though I knew better. Black men aren’t allowed on the silver screen. We can fight for the country, but we can only be painted circus monkeys for entertainment.

I pushed the idea out of my head. Political injustices could wait. I wanted to enjoy this.

The little button was seductive, just in its existence. It was a dream come true, in its own right – a rumor that was real. I debated not pressing the button; leaving the restaurant as if I had made my telephone call and completed my business; letting the dream live on in my head.

But I had to know.

I switched the ear piece from my left ear to my right. I reached up with my left hand as if I was going to tap the hanger again, but instead I let my finger slide passed and press the red button.

Still silence. My hope started to fade. I let out of a breath of defeat and started to curse myself when I heard it.


It was so faint that I thought I may have imagined it. Did I really hear it, or did the clatter of plates and silverware sing together for one brief moment to mimic the tinny, distant voice?

“Black Jack.”

I said the password I had learned along with the rumor. Only quiet rang out from the ear piece and I wondered nervously if I had missed my chance. Passwords change frequently, no matter what they are protecting. In France, we changed codes and passwords and directions to avoid the enemy knowing our location and movements. It would make sense that a password to find out what was behind the fancy new phone booth at the back of the restaurant would change frequently, also.

“Hang up.”

I sighed in defeat. The password had changed, or the information I’d received had never been correct in the first place. I placed the ear piece back in its golden hanger on the side of the ringer box, and straightened my tie. I was about to open the door to the booth, when I heard something unlatch behind me. I turned and saw the back corner of the phone booth open up at the corner. The slat of wood slid quietly and opened a couple inches. I turned and checked to see if a queue had formed for the phone booth, to make sure nobody else could see this happening. I turned back and saw the dim outline of a profile.

“Be quiet about it.”

I stepped forward and pressed my shoulder through the small space first. I was worried my broad chest and shoulders would not be able to squeeze through. The slats pulled at my suit and I had to take my hat off, as to not damage the brim. When I was all the way to the other side, the faceless password guard moved the slat back and we were doused in darkness. A hand closed around my wrist and I was pulled what felt like North.

“This way.”

The invisible hand led me through the darkness. It felt like we walked blocks, but I’m sure it was only a few feet. Darkness disoriented me. We stopped and I heard the rustle of fabric. The echoes from the restaurant had changed tones. The voices had grown from a mellow drone to a higher timbre. Instead of flatware being clapped together in sinks, I heard glasses being struck together.

A curtain was drawn aside and warm, electric light filled my vision. Chandeliers hung low and the room was paneled in rich, dark wood. Patrons packed the entire space, almost shoulder-to-shoulder. Ladies wore beaded, drop-waist gowns. Most of their coiffures were clipped short and combed slick. Feathers and pearls adorned their headbands, and draped around their exposed necks. They all had their eyes lined with smoky kohl and their lips painted the color of berries.

The gentlemen were all in suits. Some were better quality than others. Every class of men packed into this room, from the poor to the wealthy. During times like this, when enjoying a drink at the end of a long day – or for me, a long war – had been made illegal, you couldn’t be too picky about the company with whom you commiserated.

I drank it all in, letting it intoxicate my senses before touching a drop of alcohol. This is why I fought. I fought with my brothers by my side to come home to see Americans of every class mingling, dancing, and drinking together. I was in heaven.

I began shouldering my way to the bar. The perfumed ladies smiled at me and the men moved aside without hesitation or judging eyes. The lacquered wood of the bar top was cool and slick to the touch. I stood sideways to fit between two couples who stopped kissing only to sip on sparkling drinks out of crystal glasses.

“What can I get you, Sheik?” a silvery voice asked me.

I turned and felt myself falling into a pair of green eyes from the other side of the counter. She had smooth, pale skin, and like the rest of the dames in the room, her green eyes were lined in kohl. Her hair was naturally curly, and longer than the style. She had it pinned back and out of her face, but a few curls fell in her eyes.

I was staring, and I knew it. I was jostled back to earth when the couple behind me got too rambunctious with their relations.

“Hey, hey. You’ve got enough cash, the bank’s closed.” The lady behind the bar told them.

They giggled and stumbled away together. I laughed and looked for a menu.

“Not much of a choice tonight. My supplier’s under the gun and I only got half my shipment of whiskey. I got white lightning – that’s moonshine – some gin, and champagne. Or I can mix you one of my favorites. I call it a General Pershing – my small toast to Patriotism. What’ll it be?”

“Let’s toast Black Jack, then.” The password made more sense, now. It was November eleventh, after all – the anniversary of the end of the World War.

She smiled and electricity shot through me again. I watched her turn and fetch a tumbler glass from a shelf. Then she bent and found a various glass bottles. Clear liquids sparkled and swirled together in the tumbler, against the alternating electric lights and candles in the room. Everything felt warm, and I hadn’t even had any juice.

“ANNABELLE!” A loud, grimy voice that sounded like it was coated in tar shouted over the cacophony of party goers.

“What do you want, Jim?” My bartender – Annabelle, apparently – turned with a roll of her eyes. She set my glass down and winked at me, before facing the drunken man who climbed onto the barstool where the lovers had been sitting. I wished they would come back. At least they smelled like licorice and pipe smoke. This gentleman smelled like old sick and older alcohol.

“Gimme a glass o’ hooch.” He slapped his hand loudly on the bar top.

“Not happening, Jim. I cut you off three days ago and you’re staying cut off until you can walk in here without seeing double.”

He wailed like a child and rested his forehead on his arm. I was worried he would start a scene, but he started snoring almost immediately. Annabelle smiled and shook her head.

“Want me to move him?” She asked.

“No, he’s fine. Who is he?”

“He’s one of my regulars. He drinks more than most of my customers combined, but that’s been great for business. Last week he had a fit and broke half my glasses and at least three noses of the guys who tried to calm him down. He was shouting about ‘the General’ over and over. I think the war really got in his head.”

“He was in the war?”

She nodded. “In Belgium, I think.”

I was in the 369th Infantry. We never lost a man to capture, and we never lost a foot of ground to our enemy. Not every soldier was lucky enough to be in a Regiment as successful as mine, though. We won, but we still had some guys come back not quite right in the head. I didn’t see Flanders Field, but it seemed Jim had.

“Can I buy him a drink?”

“I’d say yes, but he’s already had a case of the Jake Leg. Not from my hooch, of course.”

“Of course.”

Jims face was hidden in the crook of his arm. His jacket was dirty and it looked like he’d spent more than a couple nights sleeping in gutters.

Without warning, Jim shot bolt upright.


He dove under the bar, and startled the boozers. On his dive for cover, he grabbed my jacket sleeve and took me down with him. He covered my head and shoulders with his body.

“Keep low, soldier. The Germans are closing in.” His voice was a hoarse whisper. I wondered how many times he’d said that and meant it.

“Jim. Jim, look at me.” I pulled myself to face him. His eyes were wild. Jim was not in a speakeasy behind a phone booth in New York. Jim was back on the front line, though I couldn’t tell where. The Germans and their allies covered a lot of ground in four years.

“Where are you, soldier?”

“Flanders Field, of course!”

“Soldier, we’re safe. The enemy has been neutralized. We’ve won. You’re home. WE’RE home. We’re safe. Wake up soldier.”


Jim bolted. He snatched me up again and began weaving through the drunken crowd. People were beginning to notice. The piano player in the corner faltered as Jim crashed into the piano with his hip. He ducked under a table and pulled me with him.

“We’re in a good thicket now. The field doesn’t give us much cover, but we’ve got these trees. We can lose them in the forest.”

He was completely immersed in his hallucination. I’d heard a lot of horror stories about what alcohol can do to a man. There were more women protesting the terrors of alcohol than protesting anything else. Prohibition started inching its way across the United States a couple years after I got home. We were in full swing, now.

I once heard a woman screaming about the effects alcohol had taken on her husband. He had been a heavy alcoholic and by, what she claimed, was the grace of God, had decided to quit, cold turkey. Not three days later, he fell into screaming hallucinations, his brain seized up on him, and he dropped dead. I worried for Jim.

“Where do you see trees, Jim?”

“All around us, look! We found a nice forest. We need to get to a radio, so we can get word to the General!”


“Of course Pershing! The Black Jack himself!”

The password.

The anniversary of the war ending.

The drink to honor Pershing.

It was all too much for Jim’s mind. Between whatever rot his brain had from his years of drowning himself in bathtub juice and all these reminders floating around him, he went right back to hell.

“Where’s Pershing now, Jim? Where are we going?”

“Follow me! Stay low!”

He wound his way through the crowd. Upending tables and knocking ladies to the floor. The music had stopped and the patrons were growing more aware and angrier by the moment. Jim pointed.

“There he is.”

I followed Jim’s gaze. There was a sophisticated-looking gentleman alone in the corner. He had an impressive mustache and was cloaked in cigar smoke. It wasn’t Pershing, but to the confused mind of a drunken soldier, he looked close enough.

We made our way through Jim’s forest of people. When he ducked, I ducked. When he paused, I paused. I had never been in this situation before, but I didn’t have the heart to leave him alone on whatever battlefield he was imagining.

The mustached man arched an equally well manicured eyebrow at us as we approached. Jim stood erect and saluted.

“It is an honor, General.”

I pleaded silently with the gentleman. He had a worldly air about him. I prayed that he understood what was happening. To my relief, he nodded and stood at attention for Jim.

“State your business, soldier.”

“The Germans have us surrounded, General. We must move our unit.”

“You are an honor to your unit and your country. At ease, soldier.”

And with that, Jim fell to the floor. His body convulsed, his mouth frothed, and his eyes rolled to the back of his head. Annabelle was next to me suddenly, and had four of the largest men I’d ever seen pick Jim up and take him out of the room.

“They’ll get him to a hospital.” She said. “What the hell was that about?”

“The war and bad hooch don’t mix. His brain doesn’t hit on all sixes anymore. I’ll tell you, though, this man was a big hel-..”

I was going to say “help,” but the man was gone.

“What man?” Annabelle asked.

I didn’t know what to say. I had heard the man’s voice. I saw him stand from his booth. But now, all I saw was a portrait of General John Joseph Pershing, our dear old Black Jack, staring back at me from a frame on the wall.